i am so happy to be back home! i missed everybody so much! my family even had a welcome back party for me! i am just so excited to be here! i swear that i am going to keep my livejournal updated more...pour my heart out like i did back in the day. i have been listening to the get up kids all morning and it just reminds me of the old days hanging out with all of my friends. last night was fun...more about that later. i also need to make another new myspace page. i deleted my other one because my ex's new girlfriend was harassing me. i've been more into fubar.com lately.but i really promised to update LJ more!
You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age
You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself.
You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.
You Are an Alien
You're so strange, people occasionally wonder if you're from another world.
You don't try to be different, but you see most things from a very unique, very offbeat perspective.
Brilliant to the point of genius, you definitely have some advanced intelligence going on.
No matter what circles you travel in, you always feel like a stranger. And it's a feeling you've learned to like.
Your greatest power: Your superhuman brain
Your greatest weakness: Your lack of empathy - you just don't get humans
You play well with: Zombies
Your Theme Song is Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd
"There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant shipÃs smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves."
You haven't been feeling a lot lately, and you think that's a good thing.
The comfortable part is nice... but you should really work on numb.
i will be moving back to Chicago this spring!!! hopefully next month. i'm doing a good job at saving my tax money so that i can do this SOON.
I JUST QUIT MY JOB.i was just FED UP. so it looks like i will be available to hang out this weekend! friends please get in touch! it's been so long since i've had a free saturday!!! i need a drink!!!!
|What Your Halloween Habits Say About You|
You are an outgoing person who's a bit of a showoff. It's likely that you dress up for Halloween every year.
You often feel invisible when you're in public. And it's a shame, because you're really quite a character.
Your inner child is bittersweet, thoughtful, and never too greedy.
You truly fear the dark side of humanity. You are a true misanthrope.
You're prone to be quite emotional and over dramatic. Deep down, you enjoy being scared out of your mind... even if you don't admit it.
You are a traditionalist with most aspects of your life. You like your Halloween costume to be basic, well made, and conventional enough to wear another year.
I look in the mirror of my mind,
Somehow I go back in time.
I see a little girl, so hard, so tough.
always giving up, never good enough.
how I wish I could explain the future to her.
right now in her eyes life is a blur.
she deludes herself with stories and lies.
as another day goes by,
alittle more of her heart dies.
i know little girl how bad things can be.
i'm looking back on you seeing the past of me
Oh how she sits silent filled to the brim,
with pain, shes tossed around,
and played with and left on the floor.
deeply touched by some bruised by others.
with her cotton heart anyone could cry,
on her soft little sholder,
but who can a ragdoll turn to?
can anyone see the tears behind her shiny,
glass eyes? oh ragdoll sweet ragdoll,
I can see your pain and heartache,
I hear the sobbing in your silence,
my sholder is yours love cry,
cry untill your out of tears.
I will not put u back on the toy shelf.
I will be here and I will try to free you,
free your cotton heart from its cage of pain.